will

Very short and sweet

no plug to  edit videos...all i do is ultra back of fag packet hurried

ascetic (non religious) most happily

And all equipment old and broken

 it is the only way i have managed to keep smiling - ALL of the time... 13 years especially of weirdo ghosts 

needing some real allies for SEVERAL reasons..its a saudade. The welsh word (like their fake mythology for tourists and fools with more money than sense, on 'retreats' is a dead miserable word, that of a morose way of being hiraeth...  saudade means wholesome simple good ways, and unlike hiraeth.. "it isnt finished yet" - a Portuguese woman told me that only a few years ago...

pt 1 19 june 



pt 2






par 3  - i would love a nice tidy looking not hurried video to leave lass as main simple "all is well and life was fun" ...with at least a nice hat on and nicer shirt.......but need a camera woman ... never had one... and time to breathe properly - ascetic or not years of waste-of-time non communicants... no more.!! finito forever