why are there 142 pageviews today ?

this (unadvertised, i do no social media have no friends that do) site

 i hardly ever give to anyone except of late a couple of great truth talkers (on the environment)

I never look at (traffic)  stats,  i was merely sort of  preparing to not come back a long time...

in fact i wrote a sort of poetical ... story or two mixed into a stream-of-consciousness sort-of-blog... up until 2018  for 8 years  liesdamage 

I did not know that daily readership was often several thousand  and up to 4000 some days, quite consistently for years,  until just a few days ago... as i had never even looked at the traffic stats....

i just DO stuff..i know is sort of  authentic maybe even 'goodness'... and i don't care what others think, as i have educated myself fully via great lit....  and i take in others great words from the past...

 the photos of the data are on Ralph.

I can write.....so that i really DO engage people...longterm.

Maybe i should give lessons. But a bloke cannot do ANYthing in UK without an armed guard any more, so....  some woman companera whom, cares...?  Is that even possible?

Clayton v Clayton was nothing to do with one clayton as the other had known for decades that a young woman close to her male attachment is FAR FAR more stable and bulletproof emotionally all the rest of her life...

It wasn't about 'equality' for me... it was to, well...

Oldschool people who spoke sense - female ones, indeed THEY would be the first to state unequivocally that THEIR female friends with a good secure daughter-dad thing were....FAR FAR easier to deal with and less dangerous to them, their blokes... and maybe humanity, too...