I .... gave up...
15 of the last twenty years - since 2003, doing the hardest of 'ministry' to those wrongly suffering unjust human nonsense..
At those meant to be protecting and assisting the family, yet all i have ever heard is
Cant and vanity.
Sadducee and Pharisee.
But the real question is, how on earth can this society here on this earth come back, now, from what i full know for some years has been a complete breakdown in rational communication even about children and how we may protect fairly sane people even if with monior issues, fighting back to keep their kids...
https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/10/this-is-england-wonky.html
You can only do that nowadays as part of (volunteer) team.. someone to backup.. (provide a kind of protection and authority)
But that never happens....
Myself i merely opened up FULLY - leant in with total trust...in 'life' whatever it may be - metaphysically. Seeking in fact collaborators or in fact even those to guide into writing our real stories..i think that is a worthy calling. But even in that mode - obviously truthfully saying to people they should write their stories, or lets work on finding good new ones to write, together (i have so many to share) I cannot tell if anyone ever means their words of interest... and i have spent 1000s of hours on that role - seeking allies for simple honest fellowship in shared messaging the last 15 years...i did my bit. And failed...
So be it.
Only a few - three in fact, know what happened. ...next... just this last month. But i am not sure if it is worth sharing as useful story ...