'CAUSES'

 There will be a short how-to specifically for one person at 10.30 ish today.

NOT READY YET - unfinished

sort of alongside 

https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/12/causes.html

I am not a radical. I merely pursue causes that someone would have pursued 40 years ago... nothing new.

healthy psychologies in families especially after rumpus... keeping environments unpolluted... and a few others similarly quite quite old hat... indeed my whole life has been about KEEPING to sane decent things we knew of in the 80s for the 'common good'... i was a selfish  self obsessed twat in my own 20s but saw the light when i spent time from age 30 with someone else's beautiful  infants for a few years..

and i knew...or discovered...once they get to about 5 and you have done phase 1 ish of the lifelong job... then you look at them thinking " well for her sake i really MUST take part or take life seriously.... and just get involved a bit at protecting her society her planet etc..."  which doesnt stop when they leave the nest...if one is lucky it keeps you going for... the rest of life.

She needs to see good role models... i know few.... and that is my only real cause for some years - finding them to bolster them into their causes  - even if just a book.... or maybe podcast or just making one truth talking video... to show the next generation how to maybe better be...  it worked for me - i looked out for great role models in the culture when i was a young adult - there were a fair few pretenders even then but one of a few examples Dith Prahn really did change my life - made me humble in a good way " i could never be as brave and wily as that little brown man"...   but then commeth the day... he was sill inside me ... and i needed to find my Inner Dith just  a little...or roll over and die those are the only two choices...

99.9% in this land seem to not even know of the first...

death rolling by default...in fact they perform the PR of that its all they know

these (three ) legal changes... that culminate in https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/media-on-cases.html

all came about not by vudu 'magic' nor getting a half sane lawyer to speak at the Appeal Court (my words i wrote in over two years before that showbiz moment) but by three years of PR behind the 'scenes'.

Quite alone, often in fact at great risk to self... with extremely limited resources - as a single parent living in happy penury atop a Mountain with only kid and not even usable internet as we were 5 miles from the phone exchange in the hills with old broken copper wiring 

PR...but it MUST be from the heart and 100% real..i is expert...

as i shall list in a few scenarios a little later today

A recent PR ' semi victory' can be seen here - the cargill email... i shall explain why later

https://www.ralphschism.com/p/mm.html?m=1

But above all... this whole (public) matter began in May 2003... (though 9 months of absurd vindictive failed legal attack on me already had began HOWEVER  it was so  pathetically managed  by authority  - to my horror - i though 'law' stood for something)  here is the absolute key moment behind it all which still applies today (for next generations of cause fighters).

PR... getting out ba true story and telling it well.

Most might be able to internalise a simple (no one's 'fault') bizarre chain of events that had me in a gaolhouse 2003...  as i hadnt even had a parking ticket many years had this matter been in Uk it would have got immediate bail..(while it was sorted out in civil courts) i just happened to be on one of MANY trips abroad in a country  - Portugal, which didn't give bail to anyone - they didnt really have it...

Irrelevant. BUT..

The law of UK is if there are any formal proceedings against you - even for a parking ticket you are fighting in court... the citizen is NOT allowed to comment in public (nor the media).   If you do you break contempt law. Very serious...

(unlike America where almost any comment is allowed in public - there is a limit but the bar is set very high).

Never having even considered calling a newspaper in my whole life in may 2003 from a dingy gaolhouse i put in my first call to the press. Try and get the 'story' out....last resort  (all lawyers thieves who had stolen my cash - taken payments over the phone in England and...and done nothing)

But by a quirk - Portuguese authorities didn't wish to hold me...(were almost laughing when i met detectives.. very friendly to me in person) . only some rather dubious local (Wales) police insisted they wished..(i know not what)... 

BUT because i was not on UK soil i could legally speak out about an only UK legal proceedings against me...  a 'warrant' issued. I doubt anyone has ever done so or if so we are an extreme minority...

had i ben in UK it would have been off to the High Court for contempt  - very serious... up to 2 years gaol (with NO half time contempt law if very brutal in that respect...i.e. equivalent of 4 years) 

So i may be one of the only people ever in UK having had a warrant put out...i still was going to the press regularly (they came to see me in Portugal from UK with a  camera crew)

SO... PR...

even if i was told by top legal man " if you make the choice to carry on speaking out they WILL CRUCIFY you when you return to UK....[ not with contempt law as i was abroad but by other methods knives in back].."

 " ehhh...i have no choice"

the best scariest horrifying stupid decision i ever made in my life....except to want a child in the first place.

 But then began a year  or more (even if kid won back immediately - and that is impossible in 'law'.. but the first judge already had thoroughly enjoyed my true real PR !!! ) of PR... faxin OUR stories... me many a day faxin half the day... use STORIES to reach the hearts and minds (ok most dont have them) of top judges and establishment power people and media gateposts...

PR =  show your backbone, intelligence (i wasn't that smart )...and passion.... 

Errata 09.46

 I said 09.47

Broadcasting House 

https://www.bbc.co.uk/sounds/play/m002535p

You will find no more functional person than me...

For 25 years always up at 05.30

No matter what.

ALWAYS sharp as a razors edge despite the razors taken to my only care - my 'family'...

As i said  ....LAUGHTER the only test of real healing

Anyway the best most evolving thing of all is FAILURE! World record failing...

The chap on radio 4 yestermorn 09.47 clarifies my WHOLE 'cause' - even if the 2006 case was to seek the right to speak openly about the MAIN useful legal advance in the 2005 case that was put into Jordans Family LAw in full (that never happens) as it was said to be important "template" reform for the whole ferkin bowl of rotten cherries that family 'justice' had become : MEDIATION BY DEFAULT, and the first ever 'Parenting Agreement'  - called Esti's Bill of Rights... Esti went on radio 1 June 2006 to be interviewed about hahh hahh...

After we had had a long day whoring ... around the studios...  for good purpose...  to pimp a useful obvious solution ....I meet people the last decade whose whole lives have been saved by THEIR 'parenting agreement'...

she prob wont even remember but what FUN even if a bit tired so a bit wobbly... nevertheless it did make a dif!

Both became a few years later written into the court forms  from 2010ish (c 100 )  - the real 'victory' !...

And by a weird twist the washout of 2010  John Hemming fat twat didn't even bother voting in...  came in, returning the 'default' position to pre me - everyone gagged forever.... but the powers that be knew was so dodgy they didnt even give it the stamp until 2013 i think...

which means that yestedrday the splendid man on the wireless has to  still once more skirt around 'anonymity' lore

my whole cultural change was to change so we could LEARN truths to help others... 

Mao and Stalin back in charge...

As JAmes HAnning the then very senior powerful Ass Ed of Independent on Sunday said to me 2004 (i knew him well as randomly his family had a really lovely mouldy unmodernised  old cottage by Hay i rented in 1995 ish )

" simon... us newspapers have our balls in the public's vice... nobody wants to read a story ' a child/parent who cannot be named for legal reasons..' so we never print them......if there is state directed vice [ all top journos knew the state was Stasi!]...  the basics of journalism are  that reporting on any injustice or fat bluehair ignorant cow mooing in court when she should be farting as they speak such toxic crap it kills families for decades........ WHO.. where what when why...of the injusticed..... and you need a picture too .."

Anyway myself all i care about is writing or maybe podding one of the classic waffles upon...HOW TO LIVE ON.... after the worst failure in history... to not even hold on to my law.... (though that was the work of the dreadful fakes at Families Need Fathers and other so called 'campaigners' to  carry on protecting EXTREMELY well worked through legislation - my 2006 [started 04-5]  anti anonymity drive had MILLIONS of pounds behind it - two government 'consultations' leding up to it... and 100s of hours of top judge time pondering reform... resulting in the Nov 2005 to Feb 2006 totally 'staged' top test case... 

showbiz!  ... but by 2010 to 13 the whole London 'campaigning' world  especially families Need fathers had been taken over by limp wristed child-men who didnt deserve to be fathers as they had no balls to keep up the fight

oops errata as 1/3 or more were also women 'campaigners'  - just as useless (Heidi Newman founder of Mothers4justice using my 2006 changes a superwoman WITH balls.. but then all the mad harridan drippy moaners took over...moaning about "injustice" - for show.... but never able to DO their cases..... too busy moaning on Fakebook ) ...

basically they all went mad and thought online endless character assassination " s/he is narcissist .."  which started around 2010 also  via FAkebook... such that the whole world paints anyone not them as 'narcissist'..   all gone mad...rather than fight to protect a law change that EVERY top judge mid 2000s and EVERY real journalist from mid 2000s  knew was important (and they supported me.. Gibb and many of the then top female ones who did actually CARE - you should have heard magnificent Sue Reid of The Mail slagging off the top bewigged / ministerial  cunts to me on the blower.... or dead Mrs Robinson of ITV This Morning..... unlike the  non journalists of now  - Berg Tickle et all just doin it to look good... and lying they care)

most wonderful total failure in history! (and in another way too the most wonderful Social Worker in history heard me share yesteraft...) you can live on ...as long as....

well... you have to eventually laugh at it all... and fight other battles a tad..or best of all write EVERY single word of it in a range of Homeric poetic Odysseys... i love to attempt

for fifteen years...

Especially THIS morn way before dawn...

At last motivated by finding the one English reader i never knew may exist...

Randomly found on.... "The Way.."

ralphschism.com  just a maybe temporary two year riff it like it is.. SUPER energised now after one yesterday encounter (utterly anon..unless ..it takes two to tango)

good for me

That is a genuinely enjoyable thing one of various good for the soul things i discovered over 15 years...

HOW...ever....  there is only one fundamental thing of being human for centuries..

There is 'oppression' or power battle....   even if she is a really "simon problem with social workers is 70% are just THICK" to quote senior social worker Rachel Bramble/ Mulhally  - named as she sought attention in public... in 2010 to me...

there are two sides - if you are affected by the ignorant or cruel in a REAL way - rather than making up, for Woman's Hour  appearance expense fees and FAkebook postin'... say.... menopause is something to be pitied for...(which i think only adds to the mind/body distraction that it has turned into ...  blokes have bodily change too which causes mental static )

 genuine life changing bad acts ...

then there should be REAL solidarity within those on the same side of that millennia long equation...  fat power ganging up against others...

 shared oppression should bring people closer... 

sadly i think that ended and thus...no hope ever!

and i have even lived knowing that.... but every morn a decade awake bright eyed "bushy tailed" at way before winterdawn...always...

just poetically ponderin on 'causes' ....sometimes doin'

I have absolutely no idea why

except that i CAN...

I wish i knew just one other person whom also...COULD

The 'End Times'

I .... gave up...

15 of the last twenty years  - since 2003, doing the hardest of 'ministry' to those wrongly suffering unjust human nonsense..

At those meant to be protecting and assisting the family, yet all i have ever heard is

Cant and vanity.

Sadducee and Pharisee.

 

But the real question is, how on earth can this society here on this earth come back, now, from what i full know for some years has been a complete breakdown in rational communication even about children and how we may protect fairly sane people even if with monior issues, fighting back to keep their kids...

https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/10/this-is-england-wonky.html

You can only do that nowadays as part of (volunteer) team.. someone to backup.. (provide a kind of protection and authority)

But that never happens....  

Myself i merely opened up FULLY - leant in with total trust...in 'life' whatever it may be - metaphysically. Seeking in fact collaborators or in fact even those to guide into writing our real stories..i think that is a worthy calling. But even in that mode - obviously truthfully saying to people they should write their stories, or lets work on finding good new ones to write, together (i have so many to share) I cannot tell if anyone ever means their words of interest... and i have spent 1000s of hours on that role - seeking allies for simple honest fellowship in shared messaging the last 15 years...i did my bit. And failed... 

So be it.

Only a few  - three in fact, know what happened. ...next... just this last month. But i am not sure if it is worth sharing as useful story ... 

 

Vetting! for the vet

If the most beautiful vet in the universe looks in here.

Quick essay here - link below,  on ....WHY ...ferrets for kids. 

And link to many lovely videos of ferrets and kids.

Enjoy  

https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/10/righty-ho.html

 this site isnt really for kids even if it was ONLY 'for' kids.

Mr Schism is  rather frank on all of life. And thus not for kids except some of the best ferret videos i put up 5 or 6 months ago on ralphscism, and in a large folder via that link - above in in that post, , are  the best  ferret (only) film in a quite safe google drive folder  - i have many 100 more clips one day to put in there.... you dont get to win the Chatsworth Supreme ferret show  day unless you look after animals, perfectly.. the ferret people - many dozen would be at every show vying for showing the most wonderful real animals and got to know us over that time us attending 4 or 5 shows a year......rthey  judge ALL about you...and they adopted my daughter as their favourite for 5 years. Until she was stolen.. thats what defying the most famous  ever High Court resolution (printed out in full in the lawbooks as "template" for others by Hedley top High Court judge  - i got sacked eventually - only on his gagging order a fundamental madness, but the other stuff  we did on resolution and peace plans.. errata i did on resolution and peace plans...was very good i am not a shrinking violet) , is.. theft...whisked off to Stockholm (syndrome) the year after.

At age 10 1/2 she  was even made an official judge - cojudge but with REAL power, at the Chatsworth House (main annual show)  ferret Champonships - white coat and badge... in front of a large crowd gathered. she being judgerly and looking every inch the pro...

NO nepotism..Northern ferret folk demand purest justice from their judges

The Marches and South West

are literally Stalinist, if like me, one is a very very focused environmental spokesperson. Or was. I gave up over a year ago as both regions consider themselves a kind of 'utopia' with lovely clean environments and lovely special people. Neither of which are true. 20 years chronicling reality, proves.

But you are NOT ALLOWED to suggest their utopias are castles in the sand walled with shattered mirrored glass. If you do they stick a broken shard into your eyes.

But i do..or did....

Carefully at first at

 https://www.ralphschism.com/

( then https://leftovers2022.blogspot.com/ a site of great culture that may inspire others, but i am long behind schedule improving it) 

my most enjoyable first draft ramble road trip.... memoirs or i prefer the word 'reflections' with ongoing interesting action....

i only really write there.

Except i have one new site about only walking  the Pathway.....where i write my very best celebrations of unique people whpo walk.... ..and meeting some rare wonderful Europeans who do. Three of them. In a month. (and others briefly)

It is about 'saudade' - i never knew such wonderful people could be found again. Until i did.... 

But i keep it private, only those i meet face to face do i share it with. 

And i forgot to tell the new younger star of it.... well, in first equal place with a Swiss and Italian... though 'relative' to her age group she is already a "goddess" but MUST WRITE!!! i have a superb library for free i must give away one day.... and no pone here wants it

'social media'

 I don't do.

Only rarely to attempt linking up with a VERY rare seemingly finer mind.

But it is astonishing the one dimensionality of ALL British (blood - i have to add in that as i know one who is different, speaks it mother tongue but her veins run with pure saltpath juice) thinkers, teachers,  so called caring-profession administrators etc.. librarians, except one !!!! she knows who she is...

who for the last few years blame ALL on " well its their social media" - today when the free 15 hours of child 'care' from age nine...months, comes in when they havent bothered parenting the older kids...

And cannot leave their phones alone long enough to be eye-to-eye all the time with their kids even when educated or supposedly not addicted to internet shopping..

Never mind MAKING their kids read plenty of good books! (even bribery allowed - ANYthing to keep them bookreading!)  mossycrow.co.uk about the only one i have seen for years...

There being ALWAYS a way to balance their kids phone use...always..i did it... 

But even worse, as i invented using homemade broadcasting or  even electronic 'pamphleting'  - which had been around 100s of years, to hold to account intelligently the 'vested interests' be they social workers, or others with power, to Rachman Landlords like my delightful ones for 7 years ...  no one even knows what free speech was...and still is, for... those important things, not made up 'hurt' or offence... endemic.

 The cases in the links (post yesterday) included though many miss, the first ONLY Appeal Court challenge (via written submission) of that very freedom to call out via citizen journalism on (2005)  just starting Facebook even Myspace...

And because it was in front of two of the most senior Appeal Court judges, by design, what they decided in the 2006 judgement was in effect immediate primary legislation. Which as i say was the first demand in a 'test case' to use social media for REAL reasons - calling out tyranny.

 Waste of time the whole land went nuts... 

And will forever now blame 'social media' which is neither  social or was hardly ever 'media' as for 10 years i have also studied trying to find just a FEW sane intelligent philosophical voices on it. especially amongst the 'heterodox' thinkers of the intellectual dark web ( where the USA and some UK supposed most important new minds write and speak)... utter space cadets one and all....

ralphschims soon trying to collate MUCH hard work figuring out ANYThing worthwhile saying, other than marry a European to get your Red passport back one day.....yet another thing i have failed at... despite much trying ( a book in that too) .... as in Europe there are still some great modern literature writers.....who write wonderful LIFE AFFIRMING books.... . none here...only pity pieces about people with things 'wrong;' with them...

Ralph

 The name of an old man who mentored me over five years from when i was 11. into...everything. All of me is his spirit mainlined into me, still...and a true old countryman.. a spade is a spade and wasps dont sting if you just chill out and keep still 

Before these dreadful times, when if an adult may - it taking 'a village to raise a child', take innocent pure interest in a child as his guide...he wasn't assumed to have mal intent. I don't even lower myself to using the 'p' word.

I have meandered - i have a special word for it (another site uses), the regions around my past homes in the hills, above Kington, from Clun in the North to -  if one dares, Tafia HQ, Brecon, in the South, for ten years. I set out slowly to diarise everything - George Borrow with a Dictaphone. And latterly for five years, video camera.

My meandering  - roughly 1/3 of my waking hours - usually by foot or very old bicycle,  (buses for longer stretches) , was always dual purpose. On a solo completely unplanned  mission, to at first gently speak with people about Green politics and REAL environmentalism (2014 Green votes being said to be  potentially growing ...organically - their potential vote.... died due the appalling Leominster Green politically aware people of the green party (Herefordshire and Powys too) , not doing politics - rather virtue signalling ONLY among their own tribe, rather than go and speak with farmers of that region i had met and who asked for visits from Green part peeps.. i have perfect recorded records - i cannot be done for libel).

Then returning to the same kinds of people - the maybe not consumerist greedy petrolheads, whom in 2016 ...17 really...it was necessary to see if ANYone would actually DO something to prepare for the possibility of a second EU vote.... 'community' they all nowadays preach, is a con, and does nothing except serve poisonous sugar in cakes once a week pretending to care... you have to do HARD work creating groups who are on the same page and may be there to organise roadside signage or leaflets or talks...  my region was four quite likely swingy  constituencies.

UKIP did all the above and more - 'register' old folk at old folk homes for example ... " aww sweetie hi... if you need a lift down to the polling booth 2016 ... 19 even...well we are offering a free pick up...and if the Dementia is a little troublesome we can help remind you where your tick needs to go..." quite legal. NO pro EU person ever lifted a finger. I know as i made a point over 3 years of finding out who many were in 'front facing' roles such as the many USELESS Art exhibitions of the region (except Laura Lunn) where it was moan moan BEXIT 

Farage deserved his BREXIT and to have retained it...as not one did anything, ever... ohh i tell a lie Rob McCur... was delivering libdem leaflets in Presteigne the day before the 2019 vote... alone...despite having my telephone number and about 10 chats over 3 years "WE need all hands on deck...and to work together to get max bang for buck.."  Nine months before him speaking into my chronicle device admitting to murdering badger cubs in the hills... NOTHING to do with the 'cull' as i had videod many before and after scenes... about 100 destroyed - high up in the hills, no bother to anyone. except the three small trees he needed to harvest around their massive 'sanctuary' set'.., just to harvest about 30 quids worth of timber... a few months before leading harvest festival sermons in his evil Church... 5 km down the hill.... 

The Philosopher king  - AVOWED SOCIALIST...Sean of HAy ..was hustling Labour votes in HAy the day before 2019 last chance...when Labour had no chance  - as we had known for years and only libdems could beat the tories. 

(but keeping just to brexit, so so many exhausting chats with those on the SAME side...all trying to outclever each other... never suggesting what we may DO to attempt further democratic enquiry..i have every word of all those times.. nearly transcribed... it is ahistorical real version of nothing to do with the 'right' wing... but a couple of small wings either side of a fat dead dodo... that isn't even good enough for the roast.)

But it is then the almost full time chronicling from 2020... thats so interesting

Anyway....when i meet people i  slightly 'sort' them... 

 i (rarely these days - no point) give them this website. Which does have the occasional link to the 'working' site - meaning fresh new all the way material , which is ralphschism.com

I chose 'schism' as in fact autumn 2022 i schismed. I had spent three months engaging face to face with over 30 supposedly caring environmentally aware people of the whole region - from N to S...   with her support 'rolling out' Lucy Hurds' (Libdem Hereford - used THIS legal work to feed papers to BBC  Panorama early summer 2022 about NAZI social services and courts destroying families, still) great scheme of putting a Designated Bathing Area on the Wye at Hereford - the BEST way to bring things to a quicker legal head... pollute and you really DO get one up the bum

All thirty said so so so eye to eye "WOW...what a fantastic idea!"

I had meandered through the environmentally aware - according to their FAkebook, and virtue signalling words in farmers markets etc.. They were  - two or three - all you need to get a DBA going, in each of the locations where it would make a huge difference to the other also ruined rivers of the MArches. Lugg Teme Arrow 

Several other locations suggested on the Wye, too.

Every single one was a people pleasing (the really sick version) liar..performing interest... not one ever followed through or answered texts or emails or remembered the conversation next time i would meet them in the streets..of Presteigne, Clun Knighton, Kington, or Ludlow... 

GIVE UP

Forever

...schism 

from twenty years of taking part- - leading a fair few small initiatives in fact. Schism. There is NO point. This whole society is lost. And many..maybe even half have some sort of 'personality' disorder by the reasonable measurement of such things, say 20 or 30 years ago. There will be plenty more sick tragic extreme events...  childmurdering, children... seems the girls started to catch up, too...

(of late many i speak with - - teachers, those in care and social work roles...agree... but they wont speak out of course...)

At Ralph,  (but there is a LOT of 'context' 18 months of many audios and videos  you have to start at the beginning and that will take a year so...

...whatever....assume if you will. I know some of it is very good. Proustian liminal ...  poetic at times.

(and lots of the real story here  - i had to previously keep sort of coy about)

Where also 

https://www.ralphschism.com/p/my-links.html

links to 

https://leftovers2022.blogspot.com/

then 

https://leftovers2022.blogspot.com/p/dadsites.html

and all sorts.

My favourite 

https://illicitgirlsridingclub.blogspot.com/

which has one omission - i hate to lie like all incomers do ... the old lady, probably dead by now...of the drugs - illegal, hard, she would at times snort.... but i managed to keep yet ANOTHER utter fraud from harming my children that  2020 winter into the next summer... who ONLY saw good new times...and joy

And then a masup of other sort of one off sites.

The thing various new people i met sometimes i wroote things for them. NEW things... i couldnt give a toss about my past ... i am only interested in tomorrow.

SO, often i would just invite someone met face to face to see some thoughts on a subject we discussed at length in one of my active live action diary sites... sublime2020.com etc...

if i give someone only simonclayton2020.com  - i dont often do. it is because i have felt, stupidly. they may actually CARE about society and just may one day DO something...or have a cup of tea to discuss possible solidarity regarding all sorts of things need DOING...or just write the book we discussed they want to write...

All people pleasing BS...

But i sometimes make extraordinary impossible discoveries... 

Yesterday i did. The only person i have ever met for sure (and i am no pussy - my radar are superb, and standards quite high - so so many even great young minds i have mentored, fall to bits at the  fifth fence)

who not only CAN go all the way to the last post. And be a great 'public' persona even if she writes a great book, or knitting pattern. 

THE ultimate only funny warrior woman i have met. sad, as we need thousands....no man ever gets listened to after Wayne and Donald...

Her pic at ralph.  For no reason other than to keep my diary records somewhat true... sadly  she will be returning to her motherland...if she lived here i would un-schism to attempt to guide her with  some best culture the leftovers list is designed to assist with...

I havent for four or more years felt there is HOPE ... with anyone, except her.... 

Fuck, she is going to have  hard time ruling as benign dictator, a few countries that need her...especially this one.  SO many here no longer KNOW what democracy actually IS ( .. having standard hard work democratic pushback against greedy polluting cunts - write to, then cajole,  hustle schmooz.. 'leverage'  - polite word for blackmail...your MP to have a word with Cargill... "my official considered advice is fuck off elsewhere as if you stay here we will make it less easy for you than say Sunderland shire.. at least a few of my harassing single issue activists sat in my lobby on hungerstrike, here have read some proper books so they may just manage to get a better quality of diatribe about you in the press,,,Sunderland most of the Northern teachers who never did their job... virtually illiterate so in the medium term the cost benefit analysis is... no thanks"'  mind take part.

The end...until one day just maybe i can knit enough of  thousands of essays ...some far more risque than they may seem (eg on sublime2020.com... ) hundreds of hours of audio waffle (my substack channel) ..

And make just ONE penny from creating at times quite good content..

SOme of my contacts are quite complimentary...sadly far too many are obviously younger men looking for fatherly mentoring...nope, been there, done it... no mare ever...only through books or other if i ever have...a laptop that works, and an electrical socket for a few months...unlikely. As all i care about is getting back to the EU... as i did this summer ...  paradise!

BUT SEE THESE LINKS IN NEXT POST FIRST AS SORT OF SUMMARY OF HERE...and rare new viewer - i don't tell many  new encounters to have a look here at thus site... i have to trust them...

Summary

200 I have wandered around a lot of the South Western Coastal path - 3000km in chunks since early 2024. One meets many teachers, and even social workers, there. And thankfully far more Europeans.

We speak of the total disaster in the British family. It is.

ALL of many schooltreachers i speak with in their 40s to 60s want to leave or are on the verge of.

And so so interestingly, speaking with many Europeans  - mainly mothers, asking them if their children have friends who  are whipped up into stress or angst by " false allegations, self harm, eating disorders, mental health issues,  drug guzzling, and gender issues" most - except from a few of largest cities, look at you funny. They don't know what you are talking about.

Whereas even in the SW of Uk never mind The Marches and ALL even suburban UK parents speak of these things as the norm.

A few stupid middle aged (always middle class and often arty) Brits try and bullshit  you with " we have hope and we must manifest positivity"  ... 

They won't have bothered to read Affluenza which already identified trends  which led to all this, from early in the 00s. Nor suggest to their  daughter son or niece " ehhh...  the grandkid... it is crystal clear if you follow LAbour Patry moaning entitled policy they have been adverting 5+ years... ten in fact, that so as to afford the absurd new £500 pram  or 'infantile transport system with bells on' you return to work 6 months after birth, or in fact farm them out even three years.......   or even put the kid in full time education  at five.. you will screw them up.. for life"

There is no hope as the cost of so much dysfunction was NEVER sustainable. Europe spends far less state money on family 'care' and state interventions (and millions picking up the pieces when things go wrong)  because it is not viable longterm. Society  is only financially  viable  if  neighbour or family members are involved far more in mentoring, advising, guiding..families in a mess. In the UK you may face a harassment lore,  threat just for helping a young man neighbour with his CV a few times...after he says he wishes that. But gets sulky....due the high powered skunk. Nowadays more likely, ketamine.

And... no one seems to get it any more - transparency assists REAL discussion...

THis is the (partly fantasised by media as thats the way media works - hype up a story which was never really relevant) principles that the big case took forward.

https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/media-on-cases.html

And then three years later, out of the blue, a (de facto) 'reversal' is announced in parliament...  within four months JAck Straw is on tv eating his words. Only because of one person as he full well knew - i am quite sure the senior women journalists of The Times  - one the most senior, my new quite sincere friend,  told him who wrote her copy..as legal Ed of The Times... telling the country he is 'hoodwinking' the people...

https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/media-on-defense-of-clayton-freedom-of.html

And as for environmental matters. Soon i take forward an attempt - merely by writing my memoirs of 20 years of eco frauds at Hay-on-Wye and West Herefordshire,  at blocking this 100% scandalous false legal case...  because not one EVER did a thing to address pollution in the Wye over 20 years. And now they smugly bay via the courts for big payouts... that is no example to set the next generation.

Even if they really are in a terrible mess...i know i speak to their mums who actually tell me the truth.

BIUt more than anything else how wonderful... though not for her i fully empathise with. She knows my story... as i heard hers....on the SW path justa few days ago..... how a 30 year social worker was so attacked and suffered terrible injustice by the system - including vicious false allegations by a mother who wished to destroy her... the mother of her grands... merely for being part of a legal case supporting her son father of those grands.. and one of the worst cases of injustice i ever heard... 

The reason this continues, is the 100% wet blanket failure to keep REAL solidarity and community among those of us who from the mid 00s were successfully reforming this family system...

Or simply in oldschool words.. ego.

I write a lot elsewhere... the links are in here below...some of them.

 

The sad truth

 Having  returned, UNPLANNED,  a dozen    times since summer 2020 to lay legal voluntary work on family issues (and some addicted parent  rescue cases everyone killing themselves 2020 even sane ones with kids ...) and recently having put my head back into that world on behalf of a few in dire straights, i am reminded of the reality of years of my family work since 2005 and how by 2013ish...a truly impossible new paradigm had arisen, making it all virtually a waste of time. And i would be granted power of address in the highest courts. But the litigants simply had lost it... 

and it just gets worse

audio essay on main site here..... IT matters. Themes there effect the majority of under 50s now and ALL your futures

 https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/05/uk-parent-child-damaged-psyches.html?m=1

On the environment

https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/04/efficiency.html

loops back to a special page here,

The ultimate heretic me

https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/wye-mar-2024.html?m=1

(BUT there is one more hidden page only a few have seen to date, soon it gets uncloaked..its even more heretic)

NO one has ever supported my often 15  unpaid hours a day on eco the last 10 years... hence   even laptop so old its hard to type...

funding drive soon for memoirs

sort of started here

https://ralphwalkson.blogspot.com/2024/04/fundraising.html

This site

 Looks a mess. 

But the 'art' (almost 'performance art' -  and i know top real contemporary art despite being a 75% total rural yokel)  is in the movement - this site 2022 to late 23; and in fact between the 'posts' here. Meaning, and Ralphschism.com my writing/ jotting site since Feb 2023,  attempts to explain - many good podcasts there on all sorts,  rather just a messy reflection of how between grabbed moments of a free electric socket, attempting to precipitate into words hundreds of very vey deep conversations with a whole range of supposedly 'caring', educated, Guardian reader types from 2020, ever single one has been fake.

All - 95% of mothers i speak with (and have kept a truly fullest chronicle diary of ), for these  last 4 years (many ignored the hysteria of 2020 where i had been living  - very very rural one had to just get on)  state (in the sort of 'reboot' from 2022) that society and the environment is pretty toxic, drug infested, and like never before turbulent for children and young adults (and thats just the river Wye bathers i jest, truthfully)  yet none ever ever 'follow through' many suggestions from me as to how to attempt to reframe things a little, or just join up in mutual support, via a collective of sane adult no-nonsense writers.

All i have ever done comes down to one thing, a good psychological  setting for kids (NO clever gimmicky new therapy-culture words as they are 95%  wrong - i'm a lifelong student of real psych) . The environment of the future will ONLY be saved and protected if the young adults of this century have had good functional upbringings, and enough of them IN the 'environment', so they steward it onwards..

 The two matters are inextricably linked. And they are the only two 'issues' i really care about. 

But both - REAL environmental stewardship, and real healthy calm balanced psyches for kids.... in the UK have failed almost 100% .

Don't believe feel good crap in any media or 'workshop'  or in Hay-on-Wye  style Messianic Facebook preaching. 

 Ralph went out to enquire further 3 years ago what do mainly middle aged mums REALLY think - those with fairly comfortable rural lives, having moved away from the busier cities and suburbs, ...and those who are educated enough to have some kind of genuine original thought, and all say, all has gone very very messy...

And as change takes a LONG time....  as sure as ferrits are ferrits there is a queue for who can one day outdo Ms Letby...   Many many descendants have  received even more classic training in .... to be cont

AND - all - my only intent and wish for the rest of my life is to write up, many interesting enough stories, though some 'artistically' ...  but it is nearly impossible to get through infantile  anodyne publishing gatekeepers nowadays...  so i have to try and find patronage somehow ... ralphschism.com has some details etc

links to new eco (and fake EU concern - all the same people) chronicling/ telltale site https://www.pseudeia.com/

peek a boo

 ... that's got lots of readers now, may as well unhide it....

especially when even your 7 year long SUPPOSED eco 'allies' in the uk....all men are LOST to their awful silly internet rabbit holes and ego mania...

he...the last one sacked... may use it to stab me in the back,too....  one of the main naughty girls walking up his scrotty high st many a day.. (TOTAL fraudsters, her in the case..." ohh simon of course we are in it" ...i saw her on Easter Sunday, in new region....... a rancid old thing of 65...  utter fraud...never lifted a finger to even answer M|ANY messages over the years ' Helena you said you cared...to my face...well would you just help a LITTLE bit saving rivers or wildlife with one SMALLEST ... referral/contact etc....or befriending that nice man, ecoscience REAL genius...  lonely needs intelligent friends like you.?'... a woman i've known 25 years.... from very close up...years at that now polluted river she would coo over my daughter age 2.. 5 ...10.... as best fun engaging kid she ever saw...... never even replied to one...never mind lobby MPS go to planning meets..... and has the affront to perform victimohood,  for bigbucks, of polluters of a river she hasnt lived by 10 years or more.... in front of me ...)

https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/wye-mar-2024.html

'Identity'

A silly bullshit obsession of the Potty woman...

(my new friend Saxon, over at ralphschism.com ..a non brit, lawyer...scholar of human rights lore.... got it ...today.. "all this absurd hype over  what only 3% of the population is theoretically 'interested' in,  being at the last census it was 96.5% only care about gender, the other one, and gettin' it on sexually having SEX.. with the OTHER gender...sex...  is a TERRIBLE TYRANNY  of a diversion away from what ' freedom of speech' is always for....truth to power against the profiteering "vested interests" to quote another hoped for wonderful new homeschooling friend.... be they nazi profiteering family 'justice' cabals..or polluters etc....)

not that i cared or do care about any naughty act done to me for 14 1/2 years... bridges, are for healthily pissing a stream of fresh new happy fizzy piss, under....

 we have a...simple

descriptor... .. label even, ...'type'...of what i wasnt looking for....

 

https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/04/srarchin.html  (searchin', was typo)

SITE GUIDE (TEMP)

 simplified version, soon

Having today spent 4 hrs chatting with a minorly famous woman  - a recent enjoyed acquaintance, about her  "retirement" from a nationally prominent public role - indeed the first ever woman in that role for centuries......pushed out after a bloody totally neutral tweet...  

i need to try and write more clearly about what free speech needs to mean...NOW 

as i know everyone has lost track of what it was FOR,... and i do not refer to only the nazis of the so called justice system.  In fact to me its almost more important that if one were to walk in to a provincial cafe or pub and speak of "   my  '  free speech'  to publish photos of your litter strewn rivers in supposed top eco tourism destinations", there would be some there thinking " he needs a good punch as he will cost local jobs...  smart arse bloody incomers and goody goody trouble makers" ....just reporting fact. 

Of course " ehh mate... your girlfriend, some may call weird, not me... for refusing to have her kids jabbed in 2021... if the school had made up false allegations about her, suggesting as well as that heinous crime, she also forced them to watch on endless loop reruns of Cornwall being thrashed 100 nil  by Devon in the  Past Eating world cup... and had her kids removed on cruelty grounds ...you may then NEED a bit of  actual free speech yourself ... "

i.e. the redneck ignorance has taken over, everything...  so it needs to be formulated in as simple and unequivocal parables as possible, so even the great majority - the really really thick, can no longer have any mistake as to why... many people bravely fought for free speech generations ago.. so they have the right to be so damn ignorant and not be arrested for it.

https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/04/free-speech.html

last post got added to a bit

 THE END

all you get is assumption and time wasting (ralphschism.com riffs upon, poetically) never any ACTUAL SOLIDRITY OR HELP

Sad ...as writing fully Voltaire mode... is actually terribly good for you.... and all i ever meet is ill people.... top of their voices

The thin ones are always far more quietly spoken and with actual authority

(and i wouldnt even go and fuck a wonderful trustworthy prostitute in this awful country of false allegations  - victim olympics, without being supplied in writing in triplicate that  all allegations of feelings-crime must receive one written warning prior to running crying to the feds)

but my my they need help and training on basic how to reach REAL people 101... the internet didnt change how hearts and souls actually work

such as... "hmm Tommy Boy one of the greatest songwriters ever....so was it  his face in the shaving mirror or hers.... hahh hahh...but then great people are great as they can...change their minds, proving they actually have one?"

and i shall (studying 'independent media' as i was an inventor of it being used for 'good'... ralphschism told the world i was WRONG)

never change my mind

Christian bigot (i have studied Christianity last decade - as undercover outsider among a few genuine TRUTH talking friends in that world... its inherently bigoted 100% for sure)  Ben Shapiro who essentially professes to outbreeding the non bigots, quite correctly...as his side of the  Enlightenment 'argument', are... ie lefties  - standard classic liberals and standard pre 2010s 'progressives' as all Time Out readers of the 80s were for example...losing by dint of breeding

to me has always been one of the worst conceivable super influencers (in UK too, giving spawn to the likes of Tate etc)  truly worst turn of events ever... the two of em Trumpists ... (me i would hold my nose and vote RFK jr if enforced yank voting  - RFK interesting)

But Ben also says THE best truly wise thing ever " all politics has lost its sense of humour..." .. even if basically it should be all of everyone... but especially the 'left' 

@jk_rowling

 @jk_rowling As arguably one of UK's main free speech (successful) legal activists see simonclayton2020.com i follow matters free speech. Your efforts great stuff. BUT these last 7 yrs of 'identity' utterly dilutes what FS was for - to protect the small person against the (twas ever thus!) tyranny of power greed, etc. Be it the church in the past, or in the (in)justice system nowadays

to BE continued

THIS POST CONTINUED HERE FOR NOW AT https://www.simonclayton2020.com/2024/04/last-post-got-added-to-bit.html

where i just added

(and i wouldnt even go and fuck a wonderful trustworthy prostitute in this awful country of false allegations  - victim olympics, without being supplied in writing in triplicate that  all allegations of feelings-crime must receive one written warning prior to running crying to the feds)

but a lot of crossover at my other site

here https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/04/kathleen-pussy.html

- but there is the rub, silly people, sad losers.... with nothing better to do than the UK national hobby - trying to dob someone else in for something..even i believing in 100% openness only show my main riffing site to those i meet face to face and can trust, as you simply never know.... what militaristic nasty man may still be googling you every day as he started to 2009 preparing to steal my daughter as he failed to be father to his... ( a REAL father moves to where they are taken to)

there i faux seditiously riff a bit and it IS being alive - you stick your own failings in FIRST

(as emailed to info@jkrowling.com today sunday morning...ive been on this subject 20 years love...usually at dawn....i spoke out about the justice system when wrongly in a stone hotel - my ex* friend, (Withnail) Bruce Robinson's name for a gaol.....NO ONE in uk did that ever.... i was basically the first 2003... and won ALL my battles changing law in the process.. )

THIS [last 7ish years] is almost entirely due to a disastrous failure in RHETORIC.

in ralphschism.com i explore this.

eg - as i did in this legal case, in 2003 a quite shy and self conscious person, still (my first ever tv was terrifying - 3 stations met me at the gaolhouse gate December 2003 as i knew they would - on my side... but from then it was me learning Not to be 'me' - one i liked)

you have to use the 'enemy's' weapons against THEM (this is what i learned to do - quite alone, by 2005 myself how this legal case was won)

one is as i have so many times said the last year " Hannah Arendt [unimpeachable goddess to any humanities lecturer or student] said when there are things we cannot say in society, we already have a tyranny.."

Another -- because shouty sad neurotics who use devices a lot have ONLY limited capacity (and as we know this became largely a woman thing, sadly, i say as ULTRA 'feminist') :

" MANY WOMEN still have their children unlawfully stolen by the state! (see this site a year ago, links to the 2023 Panorama on this) this diversion into 'identity' - the politics of, the suppression of speech, deciding what is 'hate' or not... diverts from THEIR need - these truly oppressed** women, to have their access to LIFESAVING free speech...holding to account the real majority of BAD ACTORS still tyrannising many thousands of them ... or environmental vandals still destroying the environment "

(as i became specialist on after discovering everyone went mad by 2014 and no longer could do sane communication around kids...fact Brits never cared for kids over and above their own silly egos)

FREE SPEECH (a reasonable matter as it stood in around 2010) ... i wasnt sure myself but became gradually 'absolutist' meaning the quite necessary laws in most societies against incitement to violence rightly should be there, and for me, although environmental 'absolutist' that even means its below me and should be below anyone, to lob a brick into an oil company's windows as they are NOT WORTH wasting natural resources on (glass replacement) they are so shabby.

But free speech also needs to be used to HELP the sillies of the genital choppers... ( again i wasnt sure until the argument formulated - wear what the hell you want, but NEVER influence or pressurise anyone to mess with their fertility...

Tom Robinson sung he was Glad to be gay ...

but we discovered a few years on, he wasn quite all the way...

ask his children- sired the old fashioned way

if they arent happy he 'changed his mind'

became apostate :-)

FAR MORE IMPORTANT. trans activists need protection - those who have to use the library to tweet or Tix Tox that is, for SURE!! .. as they spend a bit too much time online, rather working in real life to pay the bills... and are behind with their broadband bill payments

Go to any uk library, as i have from 2010

by necessity

And write (as i did then 2010 i believe )

ALL librarians especially the fat Hay one..

are so rude, mad, inhuman, and cannot even remeber RULE #1 of their own training.... that one cannot be working on ones utterly right! trans rights polemics.....quietly in SILENCE and concentrate...(why the are so bad, its NOT their fault!).... because all librarians (except one, my friend in Cornwall) shout loudly, narcissistically, about their health - always ill health of course in the national self pity Olympics, holidays, gossip ....top of their fat voices...i have years of recordings of just that! all genders too...young men in fact have become even worse, of late i notice......

and of course that means library users follow their example, too...

(every single one of many libraries i go to WORK in the quiet - not having had broadband living very rurally for years...in Herefordshire, Powys, Shropshire and Cornwall, impossible to concentrate ever due the fat - they always are, and as its not immutable is ...well is jokingly, there as a hint - lose weight and maybe you can think...and live longer Corvid stated clearly the fatties get it...i would never say 'ugly librarian' as that is immutable and should never be said... interestingly the only quiet librarian i know is slim...)

free speech is to write that openly, as i did 2010...in a BAFTA award nominee mother and filmmaker approved, admired...blog.....and you get banned from the library hahh hahhh... when you are trying to keep the workspace 'safe' of narcissistic fathead bullshit of the library employees! so the fabulous tranny

activists can be free

to think...of better poetry

to use for their democratic right to say what the fuck they want...as long as not inciting to criminal violence against personal people or their stuff

along as it isnt chop em off before a long long long think.... for some years, after the science has said we reach maturity all our brain cells present and correct.- 25 ish...

but even that isnt against law.

but that is an example of what free speech is FOR... quiet spaces for the masses - including small percentage who are at the protrans or whatever the are up to, tweeting...

But i realise there is an inherent problem

a flaw

in my position.

And quite simply put

ONLY great 'story' ever works, to make humans think twice

The TOTAL failure of good story that reaches heart and soul

Is WHY ... we are here

(from the anti 'woke' side i mean)

I still am moved by Ring of Bright Water, Watership Down, My Family and Other Animals...each, even now, brings a tear to my eye

Each REAL beautiful brave story about real life.

(OK W.D. not quite, but i have seen it happen for real eg McCurach doing a Waterhip down phase 1., to young badgers buried alive Kennel Wood nr Seepwalk Titley hills 2020 i have film and covert audio of him admitting it when he was Herefordshire environmental spokesperson...and Extinction Rebllion stallholder with his Missus... i had to leave the region forever to even TALK about it openly as he has military links... ex army even if fascist military religious bigot brigade..)

I had to read a bit of Barry trotter to my lass..

I cannot even remember what it was about it was so dull. Anodyne..

BEAUTIFUL REAL MESSY TRAGICOM STORY....

needed

Even the yanks managed in Dont Look Up to get life - wonderful hilarious sedition....back into STORY

It has to make us laugh***, too...

* ex = when his current ...Mrs Sophie is to be seen changing her spots, on his cash - Mistress of the hunt one Boxing day 2011ish i have photos, dressed as Cruella Devil... years she had conned us (living not far away from me, by Hay) she was some perfect literal Joni Mitchell flowerchild.... ALL speech needs to be always free...to call out hypocrisy. Not for the sake indeed of some godliness in 'truth' but as ralphschism riffs, it's FOR HER BENEFIT... without any doubt bad mental health results from inauthenticity.

** Cameron himself implied just that around 2014 in Parliament:

" twice as many kids are taken into care .....[wrongly stolen away by the state for profit one way or other - each time legal fees are massive - you dont think that the SOCIAL WORKERS GET THE OCCASIONAL CHAMPAGNE LUNCH as payback - or some less gauche equivalent, you are a fantasists who thinks there are magicians and Potty trained witches ] ...... as was the case a decade ago and its twice as many that should be.."

It is now roughly 2 or 3 times as many as THEN! (and far far far more proportionately, than all European countries).

*** i LAUGH at this.... saddest silly journalist ever

tweets recently

i never look at twitter any more, only on to tweet another unread one to ms Potter

https://twitter.com/louisetickle

who calls this "interesting" in a retweet of

...GB, Re (Parental Alienation: Factual Findings) [2024] EWFC 75 (B) (28 March 2024):

Fact-finding in private law proceedings, to consider allegations by F of parental alienation and by M of coercive controlling behaviour. M's allegations found to be true. https://bailii.org/ew/cases/EWFC/OJ/2024/75.html

as WE - real journalisers, and REAL parents knew, then, and I STATED 18 years ago....

Add in more legal terms with which one or other can whip each other with

she said...he said...

it never stops... just becomes more ... ???? silly terms.... Armageddon of endless tale telling..,. petrol on a fire...of children burned alive, state sanctioned, as no one can stop this or even say anything WISE

starting to write a BIT of the book,properly....soon

ALL archived

all references to 

https://giveittothemanproductions.com

now have to go to 

https://giveittothemanproductions.blogspot.com/ 

not paying urls

Now...

 (one of the enemies of real thinking, long ago i knew was sadly the kind of failed selfish onlymee ... not metoo i am part of the had work solution, in Tolle 'Power of Now' type self obsessive books..)

For a year, four really...i have meanadered, randomly engaging  with many may parents - mainly mothers, on the reality of the psychological environment for them and their children in the UK.

Getting under the skin into the truth.

Which quite simply is that in the EU the psychological environment for  even families in the bottom 1/3 is far far healthier than UK, where so much did become a somewhat dystopian hall of cracked mirrors, and  the shards strewn, tools for self harming both the self and in turn the children.

I am lucky, i did my bit.

But  know the truth, that what we hear on a recent not very good radio 4 documentary

The Trouble with Parenting

File on 4

Some children are violent towards their parents. It’s a pattern of behaviour that can begin as young as three years old. What’s the solution for families?

 https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m001wxqb  is in fact understating the reality of  millions of families with troubled kids  - there is VERY little self harm and teen hard drug use in most EU societies,  and 'mental health' issues are considered uncommon. (in the last 9 months roaming the Cornish Coastal path meeting young Europeans they confirm this daily) Here, these things ARE modern UK childhood. 

There WILL be in decades to come many more Lucy Letbies...

Or some or other perverted variant. And they weren't born that way.

And thus, at last  i must...in fact i have, written up more engagingly what i KNOW from years involved with mainly mums in a mess at home....  and some dads too, what i know to be of no use, now, as there is so much dysfunction, damage. 'toxicity', but may be useful to a future generation, if and when, today's maybe 40 somethings... just maybe start to look at cause and actual real effect. 

It is in my irreverent memoirs on another website - only a few people i trust - those i have felt are more spirited no nonsense, no backstabbing,  people,  are ever nudged to have a look at.

Thousands of pages and audio waffle.

Soon, if i can ever perhaps get some  publishing or other income - i never seek (the crowdfund here a year ago for specifically a film is not how i like to operate). Or have never sought, until now. Mainly because i enjoy just poetically riffing  -  having realised that ALL (our - there were others) work on best psychological healthy futures for kids, we worked on from 2003 ish...  has failed. And a whole cohort of truly awful rather narcissistic bossocracy administers everything to do with the family nowadays....often subtly  - for instance bringing perfectly good mums and dads into a school by Presteigne a year ago for a little chat about the parents' wish to not have their  5 7 and 9 year olds subject to quite inadequately tested molecules stuck into their arm.. especially when the science is clear on one thing, that kids are more likely to be harmed by may other pathogens than the 2020 one which culled average age group into their 70s... 2020 of NO interest to me except that revving up to assist various local families in drugs drink or other  harming behaviours... i saw time and again the inability of parents some known some years, to calmly put aside their own disproportionate fears and keep things balanced nicely for their kids.

And thus i gave up. Forever. Caring... there is no point when no one can listen to ageless common sense ways of being with kids....  But i do care if possible to leave behind a range of good useful true stories.  And i have been VERY busy a year waffling and jotting them elsewhere all for free.... 

Probably soon i will put the links here too.

(great pride a few weeks ago that when Steaknife was named - as UK gov paid assassin - deliberately killing off Catholics in the 'troubles' so as to INCREASE IRA retribution...as Sean McPhilemy wrote of in his lifechanging  banned book  The Committee - i sold in my bookshop from about '97.. he is now entirely vindicated  - he suffered massive state sponsored persecution from the late 90s... i featured on the same pages of Price QCs top cases  https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/price-qc.html

 as Sean - not many of us... and the freedom of speech case was far more important than  the press, then,  allowed....  Price knew it was a 'revolution'  - as did Sophia Cannon  - barrister at Matrix, top UK rights  legal chambers

(see the https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/media-on-cases.html tab for ITV This Morning film    ) 

One Day..i may get to tidying all my webpages up.... detypoing... indexing better

Because i do know one thing above all - many under 40s i riff with on all aspects of rather bonkers UK modern society - from disastrous environmental matters, to UK providing the last 6 months AWACS coverage in the Gaza genocide...   to the ever increasing disparity between top and bottom of society - widest gulf in Europe...  the younger people dont understand how to REALLY engage fully in the democratic process, which is not about silly Extinction Rebellion costumes (and even more hairdye and thick make up residue ending up down the drains)  but is about organising to efficiently counterbalance greedy big business, and local government which became only their ringmaster... and back pocket.  And above all it MUST be 'fun'  - life affirming ...  as my own years from 2003 were, most of the time, between occasional periods of almost terror... or you cannot keep going no matter what the throw at you. Or say as i do daily i would not have one second of my life ay different over my last 30 years....  even months of seconds where i thought there was never a chance of even smiling again. And this is a valuable resource for.... them.... any fairly spirited younger democrat...

Though from my vantage point: trusted insider  - at times given the truths of families in a bit of a mess...  categorically i have shared with the few i like for real the last fewyears, "take your kids over to Europe to live if you possibly can... not safe here any more...even the small borderland towns of Hay, Kington, Knighton Presteigne, i knew well - many very damaged psycho people on the street.... that is not going to get any better, and the 'caring' social worker/ wellness class seem to think their magical thinking - 'manifesting' 'positive change' / vibrations... which in fact is smiley vudu... will make one jot of difference....  i knew may of their kids too....  most did not have good access to both parents after some separation as thats   " we care...a child has decent access to both parents.... unless ... dad eats sausages sometimes as we dont... or mum feels she is the  latest Shakti manifestation, as her diaries say so... and we dont believe in that hogwash... " I have been VERY well acquainted with (middle class - though they all deny) spiritual and other new age belief systems - as they took over almost all The Marches as of 15 years ago....  and those 'Buddha' like zen Steinerish parents i discovered were the very worst of all  at compromising.... even for the sake of their 'divine little newsoul ...' their kids...

Pandemic of only atomised narcissistic behaviour everywhere..

Though i DO have a few fabulous examples in my diaries of how to ACTUALLY do it all... perfectly...just a few could 'listen' and learn.... from what went before ... 

 Even my many year main 'friend' from Hay (no other links - awful place, Primrose Hill or Kensington on Wye full of very hard drugs), a man with senior responsibilities in a large church, immigrant of 25 years,  who for years has also voluntarily looked after the local kids football team,     recently said to me he GETS it! 

That UK youth is mad and toxic. (many years denying this) After a recent teen football match where a young  lad  - not even teen...being remonstrated with by the referee, threatening a booking,  AUTOMATICALLY shouted back " you book me and i will tell everyone you are a paedo .." after which they had to have an emergency administrators  meeting ow on earth does one respond to that?!  (lie - categorical...UK false allegation capitol of the world - even the kids have caught that illness....)